Friday, December 31, 2010

Edited/Updated 1/4/11

Recently, I spoke with an acquaintance about the reality of my life
as an American female of third-fourth generation descent during this
historical period. My experience as a terror crime survivor makes
it necessary to see my life circumstances as part of a larger whole
in terms of political/social currents.

Some ask why I didn't "cash-out" sooner for financial security with
the established corrupt systems who saw it as a means to reduce loss
for themselves after a trail of proof was left behind years ago. Facts
about wire fraud/stalking will be known through channels, both in
Congress and enforcement, with the testimony of those who know
operational realities of surveillance dual-technology and information
systems with organized crime links. Yes, the news media had a primary
profit role in escalating damage to my life and privacy.

Given my understanding of larger political processes as an adult, I
still saw my life as an extension of the American immigrant labor
experience: a few generations of agricultural labor existence led to
a more participatory role in a government and economy in Hawaii.
This led to our dilemma of reverse discrimination in Hawaii while
those who left Hawaii continue to live with remnants of unspoken
class/race/gender barriers in most of America.

Maui was asleepy and decent town of happy yet dissatisfied, simple
masses who lived amongst the land owning/corporate structure when
I grew up here. Class and merit-based segregation is part of this
community, whether or not others want to admit this reality.

It was important to carve my place in history during this period of
America's transition from its superpower status while a debtor nation
and dependent on cash reserves from China, Middle Eastern billionaires
and even Russia. The news media wants us to forget these facts. I
don't delve into the world of finance/commerce for a reason.

Freeing my spirit and soul while being treated with tacit contempt
from my own country requires that my victim history is treated as a
symptom of a larger problem. After all, my problems started a month
before September 11, 2001 when I was falsely linked to a Native
Hawaiian sovereignty group in my published letter to the editor in
the Advertiser. It had been my third published letter in their paper
during a month's period. After my complaint about this mistake, I
then received an overt business offer by a former investor from the
Bishop Estate based on my contact with the Advertiser.

Trying to remain financially stable at this point relies on those who
see my situation as part of Hawaii's evolution for better and worse
even though I do not plan to reside permanently in Hawaii. In the
digital economy my physical presence is not required to have vested
interest on the island.

Seeking paid work, sponsors for office infrastructure, sponsors for
living here while legal processes are built for my safety and privacy
from parasite slime groups will depend on those with vested interest
and without a conflict of interest.

A couple of weeks ago, I was speaking on my phone near my place
of residence when a male associate heard me talking about petty crimes
taking place at commercial sites on Maui. My phone conversation was with
a personal acquaintance who has a professional security company with
commercial properties on Maui. During our conversation, my other male
associate approached me physically with feigned affection deriding
the effort to address vandalism and petty crimes on Maui. He started
to kiss me on my face while I had this conversation that had the intent
for business sponsorship contacts.

This sexual harassment is on phone record with my security friend.
Behavior that leads to proof of a legal complaint record defies anyone's
imagination. It may be that in current times, consequences for one's
derision and contempt are not seen readily enough.

What's a female to do? It is in this blurred type of boundaries that
most contempt, political/social/personal, takes place to add to the
stress and distress of ordinary life doings. It is intentional. It is the
tactic of those who have little soul left in themselves even while sitting
with wasted resources and privileges that most in the world cannot
grasp.

America is ugly and also beautiful. I don't like being placed in a position
to have to work for what is obviously deserved in personal dynamics.
Let others make note it is this level of petty power plays and hypocrisy
that is at the heart of most system-based obstruction. Systems should be
adjusted to minimize this type of distraction.

Sexual harassment is at a minimum $250,000 with a pattern of intimi-
dation. Sexual harassment for the sake of a corrupt system of commerce
that has something to hide is even worse. That would be considered
public endangerment and intent to cause harm.

Those who cannot accept that they are no longer in control because of
diminished national systems should at least accept that we are just a
part of an evolving modern world that has not designed itself for the
sake of preservation, unlike a few economies that are looking mighty
fine inspite of America's ills.